JANGAN BACA!!

kan saya dah kata jgn baca. tp anda tetap bukak.degil yer.
itu la, bila kata jgn. makin mahu dibuatnya.
tak dngr kata. apa nk jadi ni.
tgk tuh, dah baca sampai sini.
ok dah.
bukan nak mencari gaduh dngn anda.
namun, mahu buktikan sesuatu.

cuba ni.
bayangkan sebakul epal merah.
segar. lazat. fresh from farm!
anda ambil satu.gigit. ngap. nyam2.nice!
pergh, sedapnya! kesedapan sehingga menjilat jari!
dah2.


skrg, yg ni pula.
jangan bayangkan sebiji pizza di hadapan anda.
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amacam?? saya tahu anda tetap bayangkan pizza itu.
ada rakan cuba kelentong. namun, akhirnya mengaku jua!
ini lah dikatakan HUKUM MINDA!
mungkin ada yang dah tahu, tak per.
ingat mengingati itu bagus. manusia mudah lupa.itu guna kawan!

menurut kajian,sebenarnya otak kita tidak menerima perkataan tidak dan jangan.
apabila sesuatu ayat itu dimulakan dengan tidak dan jangan, perkara itulah yang akan dilakukan.
mungkin anda katakan, saya bukan begitu. namun minda anda tetap membayangkan larangan itu.pernah anda berkata pada diri, "humaira, jangan malas." adakah berlaku perubahan pd diri anda?? mungkin sedikit. namun, cara yang paling efektif adalah dengan menggunakan ayat yang lebih jelas dan spesifik. cnthnya "humaira, rajin!" cubalah!

pertama kali sy dngr pon kurang percaya. bila dah praktik, baru tau kebenarannya.maka, mari sama2 kita ubah diri kita ke arah yang lebih baik!. semoga hari ini lebih baik dr semalam.

sbnrnya, sy telah ditag oleh Liyana, rakan sekolejku (wujudkah perkataan ni??. adei.) sy jwb apa yg terdaya ye. huhuh.


First name:Ummul Mukminin. huhu
Name you wish you had: tiada. sy suka nama saya.
What do people normally refer to you: hahaha. macam2 ada.daijan pon penah org guna. hehe.
Birthday: 20 zulkaedah 1410, thursday
Birthplace:KB
Time of birth: 3.30 a.m.
Single or taken: single but not available. camner tuh?? figure it out by urself.
Zodiac: adei. gem kot.
My appearance:ntah. simple and nothing to say.
How tall are you:hahhaha. taller than my sis, but shorter than my lil bro (jgn marah dati. ngeh2)
Wish you were taller: syukur apa yg ada. ^_^
Eye color :itam kot.tak penah tgk tul2. huhu
Current hair color:huhu
Short or long hair: pass
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:hurm, wut for?
Last time you did something dramatic with you hair: kecik2. zaman tak matang.
Do you wear make up: untk dia jer.
Paint your nails:batal semayang kowt.
Shy or outgoing:bergantung. kner wut environmental screening luh. heheh.
Sexy or cute: adei. bukan dua2.
Serious or fun: tgk situasi. kadang2 kita perlu serious, kadang2 kita perlu bergurau-senda.
A turn on:dowh
A turn off: hurm.

This or That

Flowers or chocolates: cokolat. sian bunga. tak leh idop.ngeh2.wut nayo jah.
Pepsi or coke:er. something healthy please.
Rap or rock :nasyeed rap kot.
Relationship or one night stand: pergh
School or work: school.less pressure groups. heheh
Love or money: Allah tgk harta ke?? tuk tlg org yg x mampu tak slh kan? sbb cinta la.
Movie or music:hurm, movie pon blh,tgk ngn ank sedare, yeah! musik bler drive. hehehe
Country or city: ikut suami. heheh.
Sunny or rainy days:dua2 boleh.
Friends or family: family first. but i love both.
Smoked: ouh, tidak!


1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?: huh? sis n bro?
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her: 5? baik. nakal. pandai.genious. agama : ok!
3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you: text me
4.The most memorable things he/she have said to you? ntah. tak dak. hoho.'hepi birthday'
5. If he/she become your lover, you will..never happened.
6. If he/she become your enemy, you will.. cut his lips. hahah.
If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her.... nah~
If he/she become your enemy, the reason is.. he noe better
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is? adoyai
10. The overall impression of him/her is nice! hohoh.
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?..urh,no idea. hope positive. manusia pelbagai ragam
12. The character of you for yourself is? huh? bising?
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is? let be me and myself
14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is? muslimah solehah
15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
sy syng kamoo kerana Dia.
16. 6 people to tag~
- roy.. jika anda tidak xm
- ann.. if u are here
the trio
-ferra ..jika sempat, sblm ct tamat!
-mya..if u r not bz
-eja..wakaka
-ain k... andai anda ingt daku
- dino ..andai anda x bz ngn assngmnt yg brlmbk
-anyone outhere, u are welcome


17. Who is no. 2 having relationship with? ask her la.
18. Is no. 6 a male or female? female
19. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing? yup. heheh. kan ferra?
20. How about no.5 and no.6? nice.
21. What is no. 1 studying about? kemanusiaan. sumthing dat relate to diplomat.
22. Is no. 4 single? ask her. minat ker?
23. Say something about no. 3? nice. cool.

enough. just a little bit self-reflection i guess.

papepun, ambil yg jernih, buang yang keruh.

He loves you

salam to all. just got chances to update this. lots of things happen lately.
just to share n hopefully we will get something from this.

after my flight delayed,
in one night, i got all the news :

- papa not feeling well
- tok ma had been sent to ICU
- my uncle had been warded

WAIT! i'm not going to tell all the stories.
BUT, i want to highlight one of those. about my uncle.

"Dont panic ! To God Al-Mighty we pray .Lets the medical team do their part initially. There is no doubt to it's seriousness since it occured acutely with rather rapid progression & functionally incapable, as mention to us earlier .The picture seems of something related to a fairly common medical condition a "polyneuropathy" - involvement bunche of pheripheral nerves . Gullian barre's syndrome is one up in the list of my differential diagnosis.dont worry your attending physician is in position to do better & understand as to take charge of it

mainly involve distal limbs with numbness or loss of sensation initially ,usually LL follow rapidly with motor loss, result in inability to perform motor functions - or gravely paralyz.

1. Stroke should be excluded who with background of Hypertension .Might be confused with either Diabetic neuropathy or nerve entrapment if it's localized .

2. said to be auto-immune cause - whereby defensive cells phagocyte/attack to own tissue in GBS afinity towards/ the damage to mylen sheath ( tissue enveloping the conducting nerve fibers )

3. Unknown might be related to some infections & or toxins of GIT gastrointestinal - bacterial ; campylobacter jejuni . or viral of origin.

4 .treatment - immunoglobulin influsion since auto-immune causal factor

5.Prognosis - non-infective with only musculoskeletal involvement quite good however one with repiratory & heart involvement - very poor!

.pls stay strong & cont doas,............ .."

this is just a part of emails that i got from my uncles n aunties. their diagnosis. doctors point of view.

what really happen in the morning was :

"Uncle Efi complaint about his weak fingers. Then dia kena gi meeting in USM. Ingatkan it's just his normal complain but actually masa meeting it getting worse, jari manis and kelingking cannot move and all fingers are weak. So dia pegi klinik and klinik kata tak tau what it's actually is and ask him to go to hospital. His friend send him to hospital and hospital also have the same answer.So he need to be warded. Quite surprise that he's weaker than the morning when he departed to USM. Jalan perlahan je and it's difficult for him to pick up things. And we are still finding aswers" - Che Su, Uncle Efi's wife.

everything happened so fast. without we realized it, he cannot walk already. there were no sign that he would suffer like this. At first, his fingers. Then, all parts below his chest. Nobody expect like this. Uncle Efi seemed healthy the day before. But, now he is bedridden.for how long, we don't know. even the doctors cannot give the exact time. it can be 3 months, 6 months, a year or maybe forever! He has 3 small children, the eldest is just only 7. as i got this news, i was speechless. but Che Su is a strong women. chaiyok!

CHE SU, ALLAH LOVES YOU!

[286] On no soul doth Allah place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) "Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; our Lord! lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; help us against those who stand against Faith." (alBaqarah)

nway, lets read her email to us:

"....... Jazakallahukhairan everyone for the support. Only Allah the Almighty can pay for your kindness. Truthfully, it was something unexpected. Never before I can think this thing happening to me. But only Allah knows hikmah behind all these.

But 1 big thing that I learnt, always syukur with what you have. Seeing Efi losing his ability 1 after another, makes me said to myself, everything belongs to Allah, and once Allah wants it back, it can happen anytime Appreciate what or who you have now and use it or spend with your loved one"

i was stunned for a moment,my aunt is soo strong.
how about me??even facing IB makes me want to give up, (tensi sana sini,)but she is facing a greater challenge that may change her bright future. how ungrateful i'm. huhu.
yup, it is true. Everything belongs to Him.
in one second He can take back everything, all the ni'mat, our senses, our ability etc.
so, be grateful of we have. never ever regret. and use all the ni'mat wisely.
like Che Su said, appreciate everything around us as long as we can !!

however, He knows what is the best for us.

[216] Fighting is prescribed upon you, and ye dislike it. But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not. (AL-Baqarah)

and above all that, He loves us. what is happening is the greatest thing to happen. He wants to tell us something that we might forgot or we might don't know.

peperangan jalan terbaik

salam.
kali ini bukan hendak menceritakan kisah lama.meretapi kekalahan dahulu. tidak! jangan salah faham. saya tahu isu persaingan itu hangat dibicarakan pada 2 tahun lepas.2007. ini bukan untuk mengutuk mana-mana pihak mahupun memuja.biarkan ia berlalu.namun, yang ingin saya tekankan ialah perbincangan yang berlangsung, bukan berkaitan pertandingan itu. harap maklum.

bagi sesiapa yang kurang paham. tidak mengapa. perkara tidak penting buat anda. hanya untuk mereka yga ada pada malam itu. yang menyaksikannya.mengapa perlu saya memberi amaran?? penting untuk keharmonian sejagat. lain manusia, lain ragam.

baiklah, mari kita teruskan.

utama : peperangan jalan terbaik
mereka yang terlibat: 4 org kanak2 sekolah menengah bersama-sama 2 org dewasa ( seorang pensyarah pengajian Islam dan seorang lagi yang bekerja di sektor diplomat, mereka lagenda terkenal,)
mengapa isu ini?? macam-macam jenis perang telah berlaku!!.
skop : peperangan fizikal

*bahasa tidak formal dan tidak mengikut urutan ( dah 2 taun berlalu,maner nk ingat urutan)

berikut perbincangan kami

"kalini kter ckp sal perang fizikal"
"huh??!" ternganga kami budak2 skolah.apakah dia serius??
"dun wori. kter ckp camni. make it clear.peperangan fizikal jdk jalan terbaek bler diplomasi menemui jln buntu"
"boleh trimer ker?? cam tak masok akal jer. kter sumer tahu diplomasi tuh bagus. dah terbukti"kami meragui.tul ker abg sorang ni.
"skrg ni kter bkn nk ckp diplomasi tuh bagus ker tak. aper yg kter nk bicarakan ialah peperangan itu terbaek ker tak apabila keadaan di mana diplomasi tuh tak leh tlng dah"
"oooooooooo, mksdnyer katakanlah kter dah wut diplomasi, tp tak berjayer. pihak lawan tuh tak trimer, tak capai kata sepakat.jadi, perang la jawabnyer."
"pandai adik2 abg" (ader ker dioalog ni?? tibai arr. tp abg mmg syg kami kan?? sempat pulak selit)
"diorg nyer target adalah untuk menyelesaikan masalah?? leh selesai ker klu guner care tuh??"
"leh, tuh sbb kter kner blaja sejarah. ader beberapa contoh negara yang perang setelah diplomasi x berjayer. cntnyer (adoi, tidakku ingt cnthnyer.ader rakaman pertandingan itu??huhu. makin tua agkneyr..klu sy jumper nnt, sy bgtau)."
"klau diorg ckp ramai org mati la, rugi duit la, n bnyk lgk kesan peperangan, nk jwb aper ??"
"wut per kter nk tgk kesan peperangan tuh, mmg kompem la akn ader org mati, klu tak, x kan dipanggl perang fizikal. kter nk tau samada perang tuh tul ker jln yg terbaek tuk selesaikan masalah,slps diplomasi sah2 tak berjayer.itu persoalannyer".

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mungkin anda agak pening dengan dialog di atas.agak berbaur demi kepentingan duniawi.
tapi, akhir-akhir ini, sy terfikir sendirian.melihat bermacam-macam jenis peperangan berlaku.bkn sahaja fizikal, yg bukan fizikal pon berlaku.perang ekonomi etc.

ini kata-kata saya.lain manusia, lain pendapat.

target utama: perang di Gaza.
ye! memang peperangan meragut banyak nyawa. namun, apakan daya apabila cara diplomasi itu tidak berkesan.

‘Damai’ Hamas-Israel berakhir

BANDAR GAZA 19 Dis. – Pergerakan Hamas menamatkan perjanjian damai di seluruh Gaza dengan Israel hari ini sebagai tidak balas terhadap serangan yang dilancarkan tentera Yahudi itu.

Perjanjian tersebut hanya berusia enam bulan dan perjanjian itu tamat pada pukul 12 tengah hari ini waktu Malaysia.

lebih lanjut.

manusia pelbagai ragam. dah bermacam-macam cara dilakukan. demonstrasi sana-sini, bukti tidak menyokong tindakan Israel. pelan damai la,gencatan senjata etc. namun, terimalah hakikat. manusia tidak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada. sanggup bermusuhan, berbunuhan. dalam konteks peperangaan di Palestin ini, perjanjian damai diingkari. jelas, diplomasi tidak berjaya. walau bagaimanapun, dah orang serang, sanggup ke kita melihat darah demi darah keluarga kita menyirami bumi tanpa membuat apa-apa?? itu dalam skop kemanusiaan.

yang paling utama, mereka saudara kita. arituh, terbacer satu mangga ni,namanya Muslimmanga. best wooo. ader satu ayat yang sy kira berjaya mencuri hati sy. berikut diolognyer:

"muadz, kenapa ko masih nk tlng aku lepas apa aku dah buat kat ko (orang yang ckp ni pembuli)"
"ko muslim kan iwan?? aku pun samer, ikatan akidah cukup untuk buat kita bersaudara"

huhuh. mereka di Gaza sana Muslim kan?? jadi, cukup untuk katakan mereka sebagai saudara kita. apa salahnya kita lakukan sesuatu untuk mereka yang berjuang menuntut hak mereka, bumi Palestin dan demi agama tercinta. jihad!

apa beza mempertahankan sesuatu yang kita sayang dan menjadi pengganas?? sama ker?? tidak!! huhu. baru-baru ni saya tonton cerita gokusen (lbh kurang cam GTO jer.). bukan hendak memegahkan orang jepun. tapi nk ambil nilai. .apa yang ada dalam drama ni?? (ambil yg jernih, buang yg keruh, Islam tidak melarang berhibur, tp jgn berlebihan)

kisah seorang guru mengajar anak muridnya nilai2 kemanusiaan,
what is the difference between fighting and violence??
kalau ikut cerita tuh, fighting tuh didefinisikan sebagai pertahankan diri dan sesuatu yang kita sayang (klu dalam Islam,kita syg agama la kan) dari ancaman.(kalau cara lain tidak berkesan..lawan mereka semuanya ganster.heheh)
violence ni pula lebih kepada nafsu untuk bergaduh dengan orang.
sama bukan dengan jihad dan pengganas?? bezanya jihad itu lebih islamik bak kata orang barat. persoalannya, salahkah berjihad? ouh, tidak sama sekali.

sebagai muslim, anda disuruh berjihad.bkn angkat senjata jer jihad. lawan nafsu pun jihad, belaja bersungguh-sungguh pun jihad. alamak,cam dah lari topik skit.laen kali kter ckp sal jihad ek.

hendak diselitkan juga, hari itu saya tonton program untuk mangsa2 Palestin bersama-sama kakak ( sebelum serangan Israel baru2 ni), seorang volunteer bertanya kepada seorang ibu kepada anak2 yang masih kecil

"ibu, kalau saya jadikan ank ibu sebagai anak angkat dan dijaga dengan baik di Malaysia, boleh tak ibu?
ibu menjawab " mana tau suatu hari nanti anak2 ini akan menjadi pejuang yang akan menyelamatkan bumi Palestin "

wah! begitu kuatnya semangat seorang ibu. kita bagaimana??

baiklah kembali kepada topik. saya tahu ramai yg masih belum mempunyai perasaan tentang semua yang berlaku. saya faham. tidak mengapa. perlahan-lahan kita bangkitkan semangat dan insyaAllah akan berterusan. saya tahu jauh di sudut hati anda, perasaan sayu itu ada. cuma belum diterokai. .maka, apa yang patut kita lakukan??

- paling kurang, berdoalah untuk mereka. moga dikuatkan semangat menentang musuh. ingat, doa senjata mukmin.kalau boleh baca doa Qunut Nazilah.nk baca?? klik sini.

- solat hajat untuk mereka. insyaAllah akn dimakbulkan.

- boikot barang Israel.kuasa membeli di tangan anda.tahu kesannya?? budak2 biznez sekalian. anda faham?? nk tau brg israel?? klik sini.

-mengetahui perkembangan mereka. (mungkin anda sibuk belajar, tak per, surat khabar banyak, internet pun sng nk dpt kan?? 10 minit sehari mungkin cukup)

- sumbangan untuk mangsa2.contohnya duit. melalui Aman Palestin atau badan2 yang berkaitan.

kalau nak baca mengenai isu ni lagi, cuba laman sesawang ni.
http://sebalikselimut.blogspot.com/2008/12/merentas-malaysia-menuju-palestin.html

ini kata-kata saya. jika ada salah, mohon betulkan. lain manusia, lain pandangan.
banyak lagi yang saya perlu belajar. baru berjinak-jinak dengan isu2 sebegini.
ayuh!! sama2 kita berusaha, yer.

akhir kalam, mari sama2 kita semarakkan semangat jihad dalam diri!!

>peringatan untuk diri juga,semoga istiqamah<