Future plan?

The questions that I don't have the answer.

"What do you want to do after graduation? "
"What is your future plan?"

Honestly, I don't know.
I don't know until when I am here. In this wild world.
I don't know what happens in the future. 
I don't know what is the best for me.

I do plan. A lot!
And I love planning. 
But things are not that simple.
Because your life is not yours.
You have the responsibility.
I am a daughter to my parents.
I am a sister to my brothers and sisters.
I am PPG's best friend.
And the biggest thing is you are belong to the ummah.  Geee.

To be honest,  I want to settle down.  Get married,  have kids,  have good career (a specialist),  a better Muslim,  a dai'e (thing that I'm worried I can't.  But you know there is no such thing as perfect,  right).  Well,  heck.  Who doesn't want a perfect life? (currently reading a book entitled A Perfect Life by Danielle Steel.   Got awww and owww here and there. Lols)

We are dai'e right. Khalifah. That's the purpose of life. Ingat sampai mati.

وَإِذْ قَالَ رَبُّكَ لِلْمَلَائِكَةِ إِنِّي جَاعِلٌ فِي الْأَرْضِ خَلِيفَةً ۖ قَالُوا أَتَجْعَلُ فِيهَا مَنْ يُفْسِدُ فِيهَا وَيَسْفِكُ الدِّمَاءَ وَنَحْنُ نُسَبِّحُ بِحَمْدِكَ وَنُقَدِّسُ لَكَ ۖ قَالَ إِنِّي أَعْلَمُ مَا لَا تَعْلَمُونَ

And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, "Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority." They said, "Will You place upon it one who causes corruption therein and sheds blood, while we declare Your praise and sanctify You?" Allah said, "Indeed, I know that which you do not know." 2;30

You can't deny that.  But have you act like one,  dear?  *slap*

So,  keep improving yourself,  please.  Dan jangan selfish.  Lols. 

P/s groupmates asked me this question earlier today and I was rambling about something andddd now I feel like jumping the cliff.  Oh, man!!!

CSI
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18 Zulkaedah 1436H

Pic of Edinburgh Castle (last summer craziness) during sunset.