What would you do?

Considering you are (self)  retired debater,  and someone asked you to join the debate (public speaking).  What would you do?

Considering you are comfortable doing something and someone said you should stop doing it for a while because of a very valid reason.  What would you do?

Considering you really want to talk or text someone telling them how scared you are waiting for exam result and someone told you not to because you need to focus on your hectic class and tutorial.  What would you do?

Considering you want to tell the whole world what happens in your life which is exciting and challenging and someone told you not to.  What would you do?

Fighting your own self is hard. 
You really want to do it,  but you know you shouldn't. 
You really want to improve but it is not that easy. 

Mum told me,  it is less than 100 days.  Hang it there.  Almost there.  Give your best.  Focus.  Don't be so distracted (even though you denied it as distraction because you just enjoy it so much.  Lols)

 Almost there.
There are things that you need to push boundaries. (like public speaking stuffs)
And there things just remained as it is.

There was a leader once told me, why I choose this path? Because I want to die as a Muslim. We never know when we will die.  And I hope by choosing this,  I can die as a Muslim.

Choose your path wisely. 
 

Alhamdulillah.  Done the 'public speaking'  ketaq habaq hang.  -_-'
This is the last week of this rotation and next week is full of lectures.  And then I am back in HOSPITAL! Be afraid, this kiasu medical student is coming! Haha. 

I am ok. 
Yes,  I am okay.

P/s someone = conscious mind. 

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