Friday, March 20, 2009


kan saya dah kata jgn baca. tp anda tetap bukak.degil yer.
itu la, bila kata jgn. makin mahu dibuatnya.
tak dngr kata. apa nk jadi ni.
tgk tuh, dah baca sampai sini.
ok dah.
bukan nak mencari gaduh dngn anda.
namun, mahu buktikan sesuatu.

cuba ni.
bayangkan sebakul epal merah.
segar. lazat. fresh from farm!
anda ambil satu.gigit. ngap. nyam2.nice!
pergh, sedapnya! kesedapan sehingga menjilat jari!

skrg, yg ni pula.
jangan bayangkan sebiji pizza di hadapan anda.
amacam?? saya tahu anda tetap bayangkan pizza itu.
ada rakan cuba kelentong. namun, akhirnya mengaku jua!
ini lah dikatakan HUKUM MINDA!
mungkin ada yang dah tahu, tak per.
ingat mengingati itu bagus. manusia mudah lupa.itu guna kawan!

menurut kajian,sebenarnya otak kita tidak menerima perkataan tidak dan jangan.
apabila sesuatu ayat itu dimulakan dengan tidak dan jangan, perkara itulah yang akan dilakukan.
mungkin anda katakan, saya bukan begitu. namun minda anda tetap membayangkan larangan itu.pernah anda berkata pada diri, "humaira, jangan malas." adakah berlaku perubahan pd diri anda?? mungkin sedikit. namun, cara yang paling efektif adalah dengan menggunakan ayat yang lebih jelas dan spesifik. cnthnya "humaira, rajin!" cubalah!

pertama kali sy dngr pon kurang percaya. bila dah praktik, baru tau kebenarannya.maka, mari sama2 kita ubah diri kita ke arah yang lebih baik!. semoga hari ini lebih baik dr semalam.

sbnrnya, sy telah ditag oleh Liyana, rakan sekolejku (wujudkah perkataan ni??. adei.) sy jwb apa yg terdaya ye. huhuh.

First name:Ummul Mukminin. huhu
Name you wish you had: tiada. sy suka nama saya.
What do people normally refer to you: hahaha. macam2 ada.daijan pon penah org guna. hehe.
Birthday: 20 zulkaedah 1410, thursday

Time of birth: 3.30 a.m.
Single or taken: single but not available. camner tuh?? figure it out by urself.
Zodiac: adei. gem kot.
My appearance:ntah. simple and nothing to say.
How tall are you:hahhaha. taller than my sis, but shorter than my lil bro (jgn marah dati. ngeh2)
Wish you were taller: syukur apa yg ada. ^_^
Eye color :itam kot.tak penah tgk tul2. huhu
Current hair color:huhu
Short or long hair: pass
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:hurm, wut for?
Last time you did something dramatic with you hair: kecik2. zaman tak matang.
Do you wear make up: untk dia jer.
Paint your nails:batal semayang kowt.
Shy or outgoing:bergantung. kner wut environmental screening luh. heheh.
Sexy or cute: adei. bukan dua2.
Serious or fun: tgk situasi. kadang2 kita perlu serious, kadang2 kita perlu bergurau-senda.
A turn on:dowh
A turn off: hurm.

This or That

Flowers or chocolates: cokolat. sian bunga. tak leh idop.ngeh2.wut nayo jah.
Pepsi or coke:er. something healthy please.
Rap or rock :nasyeed rap kot.
Relationship or one night stand: pergh
School or work: school.less pressure groups. heheh
Love or money: Allah tgk harta ke?? tuk tlg org yg x mampu tak slh kan? sbb cinta la.
Movie or music:hurm, movie pon blh,tgk ngn ank sedare, yeah! musik bler drive. hehehe
Country or city: ikut suami. heheh.
Sunny or rainy days:dua2 boleh.
Friends or family: family first. but i love both.
Smoked: ouh, tidak!

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?: huh? sis n bro?
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her: 5? baik. nakal. pandai.genious. agama : ok!
3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you: text me
4.The most memorable things he/she have said to you? ntah. tak dak. hoho.'hepi birthday'
5. If he/she become your lover, you will..never happened.
6. If he/she become your enemy, you will.. cut his lips. hahah.
If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her.... nah~
If he/she become your enemy, the reason is.. he noe better
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is? adoyai
10. The overall impression of him/her is nice! hohoh.
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?..urh,no idea. hope positive. manusia pelbagai ragam
12. The character of you for yourself is? huh? bising?
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is? let be me and myself
14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is? muslimah solehah
15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
sy syng kamoo kerana Dia.

16. 6 people to tag~
- roy.. jika anda tidak xm
- ann.. if u are here
the trio
-ferra ..jika sempat, sblm ct tamat!
-mya..if u r not bz
-ain k... andai anda ingt daku
- dino ..andai anda x bz ngn assngmnt yg brlmbk
-anyone outhere, u are welcome

17. Who is no. 2 having relationship with? ask her la.
18. Is no. 6 a male or female? female
19. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing? yup. heheh. kan ferra?
20. How about no.5 and no.6? nice.
21. What is no. 1 studying about? kemanusiaan. sumthing dat relate to diplomat.
22. Is no. 4 single? ask her. minat ker?
23. Say something about no. 3? nice. cool.

enough. just a little bit self-reflection i guess.

papepun, ambil yg jernih, buang yang keruh.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

He loves you

salam to all. just got chances to update this. lots of things happen lately.
just to share n hopefully we will get something from this.

after my flight delayed,
in one night, i got all the news :

- papa not feeling well
- tok ma had been sent to ICU
- my uncle had been warded

WAIT! i'm not going to tell all the stories.
BUT, i want to highlight one of those. about my uncle.

"Dont panic ! To God Al-Mighty we pray .Lets the medical team do their part initially. There is no doubt to it's seriousness since it occured acutely with rather rapid progression & functionally incapable, as mention to us earlier .The picture seems of something related to a fairly common medical condition a "polyneuropathy" - involvement bunche of pheripheral nerves . Gullian barre's syndrome is one up in the list of my differential diagnosis.dont worry your attending physician is in position to do better & understand as to take charge of it

mainly involve distal limbs with numbness or loss of sensation initially ,usually LL follow rapidly with motor loss, result in inability to perform motor functions - or gravely paralyz.

1. Stroke should be excluded who with background of Hypertension .Might be confused with either Diabetic neuropathy or nerve entrapment if it's localized .

2. said to be auto-immune cause - whereby defensive cells phagocyte/attack to own tissue in GBS afinity towards/ the damage to mylen sheath ( tissue enveloping the conducting nerve fibers )

3. Unknown might be related to some infections & or toxins of GIT gastrointestinal - bacterial ; campylobacter jejuni . or viral of origin.

4 .treatment - immunoglobulin influsion since auto-immune causal factor

5.Prognosis - non-infective with only musculoskeletal involvement quite good however one with repiratory & heart involvement - very poor!

.pls stay strong & cont doas,............ .."

this is just a part of emails that i got from my uncles n aunties. their diagnosis. doctors point of view.

what really happen in the morning was :

"Uncle Efi complaint about his weak fingers. Then dia kena gi meeting in USM. Ingatkan it's just his normal complain but actually masa meeting it getting worse, jari manis and kelingking cannot move and all fingers are weak. So dia pegi klinik and klinik kata tak tau what it's actually is and ask him to go to hospital. His friend send him to hospital and hospital also have the same answer.So he need to be warded. Quite surprise that he's weaker than the morning when he departed to USM. Jalan perlahan je and it's difficult for him to pick up things. And we are still finding aswers" - Che Su, Uncle Efi's wife.
everything happened so fast. without we realized it, he cannot walk already. there were no sign that he would suffer like this. At first, his fingers. Then, all parts below his chest. Nobody expect like this. Uncle Efi seemed healthy the day before. But, now he is bedridden.for how long, we don't know. even the doctors cannot give the exact time. it can be 3 months, 6 months, a year or maybe forever! He has 3 small children, the eldest is just only 7. as i got this news, i was speechless. but Che Su is a strong women. chaiyok!


[286] On no soul doth Allah place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns. (Pray:) "Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget or fall into error; our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which Thou didst lay on those before us; our Lord! lay not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Blot out our sins, and grant us forgiveness. Have mercy on us. Thou art our Protector; help us against those who stand against Faith." (alBaqarah)

nway, lets read her email to us:

"....... Jazakallahukhairan everyone for the support. Only Allah the Almighty can pay for your kindness. Truthfully, it was something unexpected. Never before I can think this thing happening to me. But only Allah knows hikmah behind all these.

But 1 big thing that I learnt, always syukur with what you have. Seeing Efi losing his ability 1 after another, makes me said to myself, everything belongs to Allah, and once Allah wants it back, it can happen anytime Appreciate what or who you have now and use it or spend with your loved one"

i was stunned for a moment,my aunt is soo strong.
how about me??even facing IB makes me want to give up, (tensi sana sini,)but she is facing a greater challenge that may change her bright future. how ungrateful i'm. huhu.
yup, it is true. Everything belongs to Him.
in one second He can take back everything, all the ni'mat, our senses, our ability etc.
so, be grateful of we have. never ever regret. and use all the ni'mat wisely.
like Che Su said, appreciate everything around us as long as we can !!

He knows what is the best for us.

[216] Fighting is prescribed upon you, and ye dislike it. But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not. (AL-Baqarah)

and above all that, He loves us. what is happening is the greatest thing to happen. He wants to tell us something that we might forgot or we might don't know.