Tuesday, December 16, 2014

keep calm and lets study!

How to keep calm? 

Love Allah first. Believe He is The Most Powerful and The Most Adil, tak zalim pada hambaNya. So, how to love HIM? Here the tips!


Ibn Qayyim (May Allah have mercy on him) said that there are ten things that bring about the love of Allah.

1) Recitation of the Qur’ an with reflection and with understanding of its meanings.

2) Seeking closeness to Allah by performing voluntary deeds after having performed obligatory ones, for that leads one to the highest levels of love.

3) Remembering Allah during every situation – with one’s time, heart and deeds, one’s share of that love is to the degree of one’s share in that remembrance.

4) Preferring what He loves to what you love when your desires are strong.

5) Allowing your heart to reflect on His Names and Attributes.

6) Reflecting on His many favors and blessings, both the apparent ones and hidden ones, for that leads to His love.

7) Having your heart softened as it is worshipping Allah.

8) Being alone with Him in worship when He descends during the last third of the night. And this means to invoke Him, to recite His Speech, to stand with all sincerity and with good manners and with good submission, and then to end that with repentance and with seeking His forgiveness.

9) Sitting with those who are truthful in their love of Allah.

10) Staying away from all that creates barriers between the heart and Allah.

We ask Allah to grant us His love, and the love of those who love Him and the love of those actions which bring us close to him:) Source

"Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest." (Qur'an 13:28)
"Therefore remember Me and I will remember you…"(Qur'an 2:152)

Bila nak exam, panic attack mula menerjah. Almost 5 days I am in a state of misery. Haru sangat. Too much things to read. Can you imagine there are 4 BIG modules and they all will be tested in ONE DAY! how crazy is that? Now, you know how misery I am. And here I am writing a blog post -_-' *sigh* Just to keep my sanity and remind me that all is well, all is well. My brother told me, just keep calm, baru belajar senang masuk. So, how to keep calm? Papa kata Remember Allah. Remember Allah. Remember Allah. Dah tuh, apa lagi, pergi la solat zohor. -_-' *Personality Disorder much*


Apt 15
24 Safar 1436H

Friday, December 12, 2014

Developmental milestone

Assalamualaikum and hi!

This knowledge is not just for a medical student ok. Buat kawan-kawan yang dah/bakal dapat anak. Selamat menjadi ibu bapa yang soleh/ah! Here are things you need to know about your child. 

Why it is important? 

Things can happen. Learning disabilities are the worst thing that we want in our life. It is not about KIASU or exam oriented what-so-ever but it is about prevention. Learning disabilities give a greater burden to mental and physical ill health and it associated with reduced quality of life and community adaptation. It gives a significant impairment in adaptive or social functioning. Kesimpulannya, si anak tak boleh menjalani kehidupan macam kanak-kanak lain. *pehe dop?* 

KENAPA? lots of reason why. Trisomy 21, Cerebral Palsy, Alcohol, Family problem, etc

Anyway, lets learn a normal milestone ok? later I will write on abnormal one. or you can ask Dr Google :P Oh, yes, I don't want to make you panic. If lets say IF your child is not up to the milestone. DON'T WORRY. This milestone is base on population. It means average/centile of the population has that milestone. Some might not achieve the skills YET but it doesn't mean your child has a learning disability.  However, for each of this social functioning has a age limit and your child shouldn't be behind 25th centile (the minority of the population) IF that happens, seek a pediatrician.  

Welcome to motherhood! *bajet :P*

Picture credit to a friend in another county. Thank you. :')

Extra, It is not relate with milestone. Just a survivor tip :)Source

p/s Exam less than a week. Please pray for me, please! *GAD!. ok. wrong diagnosed. there is a stimulus. EXAMS. argggghhhh!

Apt 15
19 Safar 1436H

Wednesday, December 10, 2014


"When it happened, I was thinking of booking my flight tickets to be with you"

"I don't want my children to be hurt"

"I wish I can replace you and go through the difficulty for you"

"You were so young at that time. I am proud of you"


Another small hurdle.

For you, Mami and Papa.

For teaching us that falling only makes us stronger. For giving us the encouragement to try again. Thank you.


Dear myself, get the intention right and be focus.

Biar air mata itu mengalir sambil buku dibelek.
Jangan air mata itu mengalir bila keputusan kelak. 

Supaya kelak kamu akan berkata, Alhamdulillah, you did it.

17 Safar 1436H

Friday, December 5, 2014

Own will

"There are tonnes to do if you want to, and none if you can't be bothered to" -Hlovate.

It is all about making decision.
Don't afraid making mistake and learn from it. Because we have a limited knowledge of what is the best for us. *unless if you have grandiose delusions :P just joking. Teheee* 

My advice: 

Have faith in Allah, if not you will be having DEPENDENT problem.

But dont forget making friends, you will be easily ANXIOUS if you dont have one.

Oh wait, not too much social contact. It will turn you to HISTORIONIC.

Don't think too much. You are not ANANKASTIC.*hope so*

Be nice and responsible. Not like those ANTISOCIAL people. ;) 

Trust others and stop being PARONOID.

Be humble and balance your life. Go out from your SCHIZOID zone and keep your EMOTION stable. 

Thats all my psych notes. Teehee.

All with capital words are types of personality disorder. :)

The choice is yours. Bersederhana. But not in making good deeds. Islam teach us to be moderate but urge us to do good to others, fastabiqul khairat. Berlumba-lumba membuat kebaikan. 

Amar maaruf, nahi mungkar.

Do good, stop doing evils.


12 Safar 1436H
Apt 15

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Hati dan akal

Kadang kala, pengorbanan itu perlu.

Ku lihat diluar tingkap. Cantiknya cuaca hari ini! Hati melonjak gembira seolah-olah memaksa diri keluar. 
Keluar mencari ketenangan. Kononnya.

Namun, apabila akal mula berbicara, semua anggota seolah-olah mengerti. Tunduk bermuhasabah. Kerana tahu mana yang lebih penting. Kerana tahu masih banyak yang perlu dibaca. Kerana tahu susah sekarang untuk masa depan. Kerana tahu janji Dia dalam kalam itu benar, akan tiba kesenangan itu.

Oleh itu, wahai hati, bersabarlah! Jangan pernah berputus asa dengan janji Dia. 

Just a little bit more. 

And here i am, stuck in this beautiful building with bundle of notes. Semoga ia menjadi bekalan akhirat kelak. Dan semoga ilmu ini bermanfaat untuk ummat. Amin!

11 Safar 1436H