In the midst of exam with one week gap for each paper~ how you would not feel depress, stress, loneliness when all other years done with their exam and you have a wonderful plan to look forward?! I am not saying I will definitely get 100% in each paper, daaaa~ but the feelings...hurm.. mix feelings. You want it to end as soon as possible because you want to have holiday, but you are not confident enough that you can answer the questions.
You know why you feel that way? Because you depends on your effort, your friends, etc2 to succeed more than HIM! *alright, it is not you, -___-' it is just me, ME*
To tell the truth, I learn a lot about LIFE now, than when I was back doing IB. *although some people say IB is a lot tougher than university life. I am disagree. hahaha* My life focus keep on changing. I read what I had wrote back in 2010 or so. I wrote it recklessly! I have become more conscious on what I write nowadays. Evidence base. with source, link, etc2. Because thats how a person should write their opinion in the first place. Especially when you are not the expert in that field. It is not wrong to voice out your opinion, not wrong at all, especially if it is your blog. hahah, but sometimes we need to be realistic and not too idealistic. I have lots of IDEAS TO CHANGE THE WORLD! ok. i am not going to talk about this. InsyAllah later. I will share with you how. hehe. *bajet je*
here the song that change my perception on stress or depression and so on. Enjoy!
Album : Gema Alam
Munsyid : Raihan
Tuhan dulu pernah aku menagih simpati
Kepada manusia yang alpa jua buta
Lalu terheretlah aku dilorong gelisah
Luka hati yang berdarah kini jadi parah
Semalam sudah sampai kepenghujungnya
Kisah seribu duka ku harap sudah berlalu
Tak ingin lagi kuulangi kembali
Gerak dosa yang menhiris hati
Tuhan dosa itu menggunung
Tapi rahmat-Mu melangit luas
Harga selautan syukurku
Hanyalah setitis nikmat-Mu di bumi
Tuhan walau taubat sering kumungkir
Namun pengampunan-Mu tak pernah bertepi
Bila selangkah kurapat pada-Mu
Seribu langkah Kau rapat padaku
p/s Bismillah, one more to go insyAllah. May Allah ease.