Thursday, December 31, 2015


Salam and hi!

2016 in less than an hour (GMT. hehe). So here it goes, my last blog post for a year. 2015.

A year of drama. Lols.

This is the year I choose to cut down my personal sharing on social media such as FB and Instagram.

This is the year I write most in my blog since its first 'birth'. Lols.

This is the year I observes more than commenting.

This is the year I have make lots of impromptu decision.

This is the year of tears, blood and sweat.

This is the the year of love and hatred.

This is the year of ups and down.

This is the year of happiness and sadness.

This is the year of hope and faith.

And the list goes on.

In one word, a tough year.

Having said that, there are soo many good news in it and I'm survived. Alhamdulillah. It is just we are so overwhelmed with the negative sides and overlooked the positive ones. May 2016 is the year that change our paradigm. Look the good side in every bad.

And the best thing in life are the ones you never see coming.

2016, looks like going to be a very happening year for our family. I'm looking forward to this new adventure! *excited and nervous* May Allah ease the journey and may 2016 bring us closer to Him, The Almighty. Plus, with full of barakah and happiness. Amin!

So, dear my self,

let's strive for the best. Towards a doctor of ummah. Amin! yosh! Someone share this powerful du'a by our beloved Prophet and keep on reminding to read this prayer. So, may you steadfast in His path. Amin!

يَا مُقَلِّبَ الْقُلُوبِ ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِى عَلَى دِينِكَ


p/s O Allah, "O Ever Living, O Self-Subsisting and Supporter of all, by Your mercy I seek assistance. Rectify for me all my affairs and do not leave me to myself, even for the blink of an eye.


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Thursday, December 24, 2015


Bagaimana Islam akan menang kalau penganutnya masih ada keegoan dalam diri demi kepentingan peribadi? 

Dush.  Sekali kena tegur dekat muka sendiri harini.  

Drop your ego.

Loss my machoness and coolness.  Not good,  dear,  not good.    

# PUISI2015

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Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Intelligence is not fixed!

Just read this article in between studies and find it an urge to share here as a reminder again and again.  Buat diri yang lupa.  Haish. 

You might think it is for your kids but in fact for you yourself.  Because an adult always forgot what they learnt when they are small.  Just saying.  I laaa actually.  Sobss. 

Some snippet of the article.  The link is at the end. 

"The message: The brain is like a muscle. The more you use it, the stronger it gets. The way you exercise your brain is by embracing challenges, practicing skills, learning new things. As Khan puts it, "the brain grows most by getting questions wrong, not right."

Which is why, when my toddler was trying to snap her own buckle, I needed to encourage her to take on the challenge by saying, "Almost!" and "Try again" instead of "Here, let me do that for you."

"If society as a whole begins to embrace the struggle of learning, there is no end to what that could mean for global human potential," Khan writes."

Full article-

So dear myself,

Given that your final exam is less than 72 hours,  please keep on challenge yourself.  Keep on trying! Remember,  as a Muslim you have been taught on being  the best,  and leave it the rest to Allah.  So,  be the best first! Never take for granted.  Jangan perasan hebat laaa.  Duhhhh.  Lols.  You can do this! Learn from the mistakes.  Don't shut your brain down. Don't let it freeze. Keep on moving.  This is just another exam.  Keep calm and study! Take the challenge! Ignore what other people say.  Abaikan mereka.  Do your best.  Intelligence is not fixed.  Allah bagi apa usaha dan doa kita.  So,  just do it!


P/s picture credit to a friend :)

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Saturday, December 5, 2015


I am sick!

Sick of reading the news.
What is going on with these people?
I am totally don't understand.  (Maybe I am not doing enough research)  but in my conscious mind,  I am still can't find any reason for bombing Syria! ISIS? Are you serious? Syria is not ISIS.  The kids are not ISIS.  Syria is a country.  Duhhh,  even 6 years old kid know that.  Ok.  I am just being too emotional. 

They say World War Three is about to begin.  Hurm. 

There are so many things that I don't understand.  (including medical stuffs.  Nak jugak cakap :P)

Malaysia is not getting any better.  With the toll,  public transport, subsidy, 
And the new rang undang-undang.  Dictator? I don't know.  I need to be careful what I wrote next time.  Duhh selama ni tak careful ke? Takut kena tangkap? Ouuu pleaseee Allah tengok selama ini tak takut?

With the Paris attack.  Islamophobia.  Alhamdulillah I am okay here.

O Allah,  please protect us.  Show us the truth and let us stay steadfast with the truth. 

Dunia akhir zaman.  Mengharapkan dosa terhapus,  amalan bertambah,  gapai hidayah,  berada bersama yang Haq, dan mampu bezakan yang batil. 

P/s gonna do more reading about the current issues after the finals.  12 more days before final.  Doakan, please! May Allah rewards you!

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