Friday, September 19, 2014


Abdullah ibn Amr reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Those who are merciful will be shown mercy by the Merciful. Be merciful to those on the earth and the One above the heavens will have mercy upon you. The womb is derived from the Merciful, so whoever keeps relations with his family then Allah will keep relations with him, and whoever abandons his family then Allah will abandon him.”


Despite love is pain and sacrifice, be merciful. 

Thursday, September 4, 2014


Assalamualaikum and hi!

Seriously, I am tired. This is just my 4th day of new rotation. but I feel soooo exhausted. *camne nak jadi doc ni. huk huk*

Yesterday story

Consultant: Whats your name?
Me : Khadijah
Consultant: ahh Khadijah Ummul Mukminin
Me: :)

Next few hours

Consultant: I want you to find out about this, this and this. And present to me tomorrow
Me; *jaw dropped*
Consultant: well, you are Khadijah Ummul Mukminin right. so, I know you will do it.
Me: *double jaw dropped*


a reminder, dear myself.

It’s the story of one of the great Imams of this Ummah, Imam Ahmad bin Hanbal.

His son, Abdullah, asked his father one day: “Abi when will we ever relax?” His father, one of the greatest revivers of the Sunnah and a role model for all Muslims, looked him in the eye and said: “With the first step we take into Jannah.”

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Yosh! berusaha! and tonight I have to oncall. hurm.

*I need a booster*

p/s loss confident yesterday when the tutor asked me a simple question but i can't answer. Another depressing moment is when i loss my voice. i am just too afraid and have low self esteem at the moment. I miss my ortho team, I miss people call me Dr DJ, I miss everything about last summer T_T Wake up, dear! it is a new challenge!

9 Zulkaedah 1435H
Apt 15

Saturday, August 30, 2014

30 days of summer

Assalamualaikum and hi!

Alhamdulillah I am back in track! Back to reality after the long holiday. So..... *title post macam tajuk movie je. :P* anyway, I spend not exactly 30 days, more like 30+4 days laa at home. Quite close whattt. *whatever*

Just a summary of my 30 days at home.

1. Spend the last 7 days of Ramadhan at home

Lesson: Will you see Ramadhan again next year? bring it all out!

2. Spend time with nieces and nephews - camwhoring, selfies, making loom band, play pisang goreng, making goal post, went to the beach and swim like there is no tomorrow *except i don't know how to swim. lols* playing football with the boys, making sandcastle, sleepover in my room with the girls, and more!

Lesson: Children see, children do. Be a good example.

3. Eid celebration - there were 9/10 in the house! First raya and second raya - went down to KB, third raya- as usual, our own open house, met my old primary school friends. It was enjoyable. 

Lesson: Tighten the silaturrahim. It is Rasulullah's teaching.

4. Preparation for my brother's engagement in Ipoh - make hantaran, find the ring etc

Lesson: do good to your mother, heaven lies at your mother's feet

5. Road trip to Ipoh - another family gathering! + pool. 

Lesson: Life is a journey, travel , see and learn

6. went to Kak Huda's wedding - one of my senior that is sooo dear to me, married to the son of Abe Nan's friend. Met lots of people at the wedding, Kak Siti, Kak Faizah, Kak Ika, Afiqah, Wani etc2

Lesson: Do good to others, you will be remembered

7. Then we continue the road trip to KL to attend my cousin's son wedding, the first one on Tok Abah's side. He is just 20 and the bride is 19 y/o. wohooo. * jodoh dah sampai :)*

Lesson: no matter how old are you, when the time comes, you will get married. Be patient. Allah knows best

8. Stay in KL for few days, at Farah's house. A memorable sleepover, skype with Mirah in Langkawi, exchange stories, stay in bed because it was raining and don't feel like to go out. hahah

Lesson: Each one of us have go through challenges. But it is a custom-made. Allah knows you can face it. So, please be strong. 

9. went to KMB after 4 years Huhu, Visit teachers, helping out juniors with BEE, met old classmates - Adam, Bella, Ridhu. It felt so great! the teachers are still remember me, and their words are sooo full of wisdom. :) then, helping the teachers with roti for the graduation day. haha. We have stories behind that.  :D Met Pak cik Suzaili, KMB staff and he remembered my name! *Surprisingly*. then talked to a cleaner who worked in KMB for soo long, an unsung heroin. :) 

Lesson : attitude. no matter how high you study, don't let your ego control you.. Be as humble as possible. Respect your teachers, staffs, even cleaners. We are all same.

Pak cik Suzaili (S), Me (H), Teacher Zarina (Z)
S: bila nak kahwin?
H: tak de jodoh lagi
S; laaa, tak de jodoh lagi?
Z: ye la, kalau dah ada jodoh, mesti dah kahwin :D
H: *nice one, teacher. hehe*
10. Celebrate Mami's birthday. I made satay *family tradition for celebrating birthday* and bought present for her from all of us. Papa being so sweet by buying presents and sembunyi dekat klinik. Lols. and he forgot to bring it home. Haha.

Lesson: Jangan berkira. Give the best to your parents. 

11. Made two non-bake cheesecakes - Oreo cheesecake (the base was biskut raya. hehe) and Fruit Cocktail Cheesecake. My very first cheesecake at home. Alhamdulillah they love it :) *skills unlock!*  (why non bake? because we don't have oven or even microwave at home! for years)

Lesson: Never underestimate your ability. 

12. went to Kak Ba's wedding and Kak Na's sister wedding with Nisa' girls. Seeing them after a year, it was soo great seeing those familiar faces that always remind me of Allah. May Allah bless you all!

Lesson: Always remind others of Allah, not just by words, but by actions.

“Your best friend is the one who when seeing him reminds you of Allah, speaking to him increases you in knowledge, and his actions remind you of the Hereafter.” -Prophet Muhammad

13. Prepare for Jalinan Aidilfitri - making banner, handbill, poster, print out, distribute. Not able to attend, but able to help Alhamdulillah

Lesson: don't afraid to try new things

14. went to Kuliah Fiqh Wanita - at last, manage to join Nisa's program. I am a happy kid. hehe

Lesson: Always find time to learn new knowledge!

15. drive alone to KT for the very first time, went to Kak Iffah's wedding (at Ika's house) with Kak Ain, Sherry and Syaza. Met Sof and Shikin there. It was a wonderful wedding. And then, we went to Masjid Kristal, sharing session. My very first time at Masjid Kristal and State Library. Lols, Nama je duduk Terengganu, tapi tak pernah pergi -_-' Almost everything is my first time.

Lesson: There is no harm in trying. Don't regret if it doesn't turn out the way that you want. It is better than not trying at all.

16. Stay at Kak Aana's house, a house at the sea shore. Manage to share stories with her, learn about future career, family planning, experiences, playing with nieces, the 3 heroes :) Alhamdulillah a night well spent.

Lesson: Learn from others' experiences to become better, seek advice about life, listen to their wisdom

a pondok tempat lepak-lepak, belakang rumah. see the sea? :)

 17, Dati come back home with baby Saif, again, another sharing moments.*summer kalini rasa disayangi, almost all my siblings ask about me. ngee*

Lesson: Different people have different stories. Listen and learn from their life stories

18. Went to National Ibnu Sina Conference and Community Engagement (NICE) for second time in 4 years. Too many stories to share here! Love every bit of it. Seriously, if you ask me to describe about NICE in 3 words, I would say - AWESOME, ENJOYABLE, KNOWLEDGEABLE. Met Ustaz Hasrizal (my first time attend his program. at last! after soo many failed attempts) Listening to a talk from Muslim Specialist and practicing islam in their work, went to community service, met OKU, met younger medical students who are very enthusiastic, and have a more wonderful experience! Recharge my energy, boost my motivation.

Lesson: jangan culas dalam menuntut ilmu, Nothing is wrong with failure, but failing forward, not failing backward. Be the best student, the best doctor, Itqan! Daie professionals. Doctor fulfill the maqasid syariah, so please be serious. Usaha and then leave it to Him *too many lessons to be learnt.hehe*

19. was invited to give motivational and career talk at SMK Seri Bukit Puteri with the other two Besut girls. Alhamdulillah a new experience. I learn more.

Lesson: we make a living by what we get and we make a life by what we give. Be more grateful of what you have. 

20. Usrah with older people (like 50s, 60s) - mingle with older people is different than mingle with younger ones but I am enjoying ;)

Lesson: kutiplah mutiara walau di mana anda berada.

Hikmah itu adalah barang yang hilang milik orang yang beriman. Dimana saja ia menemukannya, maka ambillah (HR. Tirmidzi ) [tafsiran hadis - selagi mana himah itu tidak bercanggah dengan syara']

21. the most special one - all those great news. Alhamdulillah

Lesson: Allah is the most gracious and the most merciful. Be grateful to Him. Alhamdulillah :')

Thats the end of my summer in Malaysia. May Allah bless each time I have spent. Alhamdulillah safely arrive Eire.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

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By time,
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Indeed, mankind is in loss,

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Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

p/s went to Psych Summer School back in eire, just before starting my new rotation. Alhamdulillah another new experience. :) Bismillah for the new semester. May Allah ease.

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4 Zul Kaedah 1435H