Tuesday, November 25, 2014


"O you who have believed, what is [the matter] with you that, when you are told to go forth in the cause of Allah , you adhere heavily to the earth? Are you satisfied with the life of this world rather than the Hereafter? But what is the enjoyment of worldly life compared to the Hereafter except a [very] little." (9:38)

Exam is coming. Panic attack. bibo bibo. lols.

May Allah ease!

p.s no longer active in Instagram and Facebook. I just need a space for myself. Not for the whole world to see. Just to keep my sanity. And if you ask me, how about this blog? this blog is a gift for you. Just a reminder for me and you for the sake of hereafter. Amin!. :)

If you want to know how I am doing? text or call me. Don't stalk me :P *perasan. haha* I am fine. Alhamdulillah. thanks for asking anyway.*bajet ada orang tanya. :P*

1 Safar 1436H
Apt 15

Sunday, November 23, 2014


Berharap pada manusia, 
Manusia tidak mengerti.

Berharap pada manusia,
Manusia itu kompleks.

Berharap pada manusia,
Hati gelisah.

Berharap pada manusia, 
Jiwa merana.


Itu semua nafsu.

Masakan syaitan akan diam tatkala anak Adam berusaha menjadi hamba yang taat.

Akhirnya, kembalillah pada Sang Pencipta.

Dia yang mencipta hati.
Dia yang memegang hati.
Dia yang membolak balikkan hati. 

Andai ditanya, tidakkah gelisah?
Tidakkah sedih?
Tidakkah cemburu?

Dusta andai dijawab tidak.
Kerana aku manusia yang lemah lagi hina.

Apakah daya aku.
Apakah kudrat yang aku ada.
Apakah boleh aku cari jalan keluar?

Kadang kala, aku tertanya. 
Apakah maksud semua ini? 
Aku cuba tapi sering kali tiada jawapan yang aku temui
Atau adakah aku pentingkan diri sendiri? 

Seribu satu persoalan kerana seribu satu diam membisu. 

Sudahkah kamu menemui jawapan?

Kerana aku buntu,

Hanya satu yang aku harapkan.

Allah, tunjukkan aku jalan yang lurus iaitu jalan yang diredhaiNya. 

Mula tertanya-tanya apakah maksud semua ini.

Redefine the purpose of life.

Repost picture. Mohon terasa wahai diri. 

29 Muharram 1436

Monday, November 17, 2014


Assalamualaikum and hi!

Just want to share something common. Sooooo commmooonnn especially for a student. ehehs.

Anyway, lets get back to the business!

My doctor asked me if a patient came with T.A.T.T. what are your differential diagnosis?

And I was like WHAT?! Tatt??

It was my first time know that term. T.A.T.T. = Tired All The Time.

I don't understand why they want a fancy acronym. pfttt. ok. thats it about the name.

So, if you feel tired all the time, there are number of questions you have to ask yourself and if it is YES most of the questions, please be worried.

Biological Factors.

  1. Are you a vegetarian? [Query for anemia]
  2. If yes, did you take any iron supplement?
  3. Are you a female? [Query for heavy bleeding]
  4. If yes, when was your last menstrual period? 
  5. Is it heavier than normal? Or how many pads did you used recently? Or was there any flushing?
  6. Have you gain your weight recently? [Query for hypothyroidism]
  7. Are you cold intolerance?
  8. Do you have any constipation recently?
  9. Do you have increase in thirst? [Query for diabetes]
  10. Do you feel want to go to the toilet more than usual?
  11. Have you loss your weight recently?
  12. Do you feel more hungry lately?
Physiological factors
  1. Did you sleep well last night? [Query for insomnia/depression]
  2. How was your appetite? 
  3. What did you do that you find it enjoyable? 
  4. Did you still do it?
  5. Is there anything bothering you lately?
  6. Do you have any bad thoughts?
  7. Have you ever think of self harm?
  8. If yes, what did you plan to do?
  9. Did you talk about this with your parents?

The common causes of tired all the time are Anaemia, Hypothyroidism and Depression

Don't keep it to yourself if you feel you are tired all the time. Seek help. See doctor. Talk to your friends about this or your family.

If something bothering you, seek help. And don't forget to ask from Allah. 

Easy said then done. But believe me, you are precious. Love yourself. Allah is always there for you. Be strong. If HE has kept you breathing, He has a purpose for you. Value yourself. :)

Royal Botanical Garden, Edinburgh

"Being with others is therapeutic and healing in almost all situations," 
- Carol Landau,
PhD, a clinical professor of psychiatry and medicine at Alpert Medical School at Brown University.

“When I cry or lose or bruise, so long as I am still alive, nothing is ultimate. So long as there is still a tomorrow, a next moment, there is hope, there is change, there is redemption. What is lost, is not lost forever.” 
– Yasmin Mogahed

Raed this eye opening article- Living with Depression and Islam

May Allah ease each one of us! Amin!
May Allah (swt) cure you all of your illnesses, your distresses, your pains and grant you the best of healing. Ameen.

 p/s sebenarnya diri ni rasa macam penat aje. Penat mengade :P Just a piece of advice, how tired you are, put faith in Allah. When Allah brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Amin insyAllah.
So dear heart, tolong bertahan. Trust in Him and him. 

Apt 15
24 Muharam 1436H